Sep
20
2006
We have some very large boulders at the university of calgary, ones that are repeatedly painted with symbols, penises and various other paraphrenalia. Today it was painted blood red (i guess symbolic for something, although i know not what) and had the message - “apothy is boring”. ah, um, i think you mean “apathy”, apparently […]
Sep
19
2006
dreamt of driving down a road, a high one, well above a huge valley, one in which i travel a narro, very narrow road. i reach the end of the road and am precariously perched above the valley on what seems to almost be a non-existent ledge.
look out over the valley - trees and valley […]
Sep
19
2006
my first week of school and directly into the fire.
took what’s referred to as a block week class - one university class in one week. all the content all the work but in a 40 hour class. holy shit. 4 papers and an exam in 5 class. a maelstrom of activity.
honestly, i didn’t think i […]
Sep
19
2006
i can honestly say that the past three years as a civil servant has been the darkest era of my life. this year i made the decision to remove myself from that environment and go back to school full-time. when asked by new acquaintances from school if it was really that bad i would describe […]